Home Study #3...... the new house "passed" inspection! I'm getting so excited and scared at the same time! But from waht I hear...that's normal for a "new mom"! we spent alot of time discussing what child I would be comfortable with...it was a lot to think about! I have chosen 0-7 and boy/girl and will accept 2...preferably one child for the first bit! All of this will be effective on October 1.....then will wait for the phone calls!
As I think about the past few months, I really feel as tho I have made a GREAT decision for myself. I have faced some opposition and have shed many tears over it...but it's not their life. I know that many of my friends and family are worried, concerned and who knows what else, and I want each of them to know that "IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL". I think that if I didn't feel this way then, I would be making a mistake! I don't know what the road ahead of me brings, many dark days I'm sure, but I'm ready for it. I have had my life ALL to myself for 36 years...it's time to start sharing. I have alot of love to give....love doesn't come easy, if it did-we would be a perfect people! God has a plan for me...I believe this is my plan and He isn't going to give me more than I can handle, he will give me ways to handle it!
Dont' stop praying for me, just because a child is placed with me soon. I need it now, and later! so if you feel the need to email me some "advice", please feel free.... alecia825@gmail.com!
Love and THANKS!!!!!!!!!!
ALECIA :-)
